I know exactly what you're going through Bry, the same thing happened to me. My roomate like one of the little "experiments" I had sitting in the kitchen, and took it to work to put on her desk. A couple of people noticed it and wanted to know where it came from... the next thing you know, I have a dozen people wanting candles!!! I've only been at this a short while, and I've come to the conclusion that I suffer from performance anxiety... when I'm just playing around throwing this wax in, and that color in, the results are spectacular. The minute I know that the candle I'm making is for an actual person, and therefore HAS to be good... it's a disaster! Cheer up, you're certainly not alone! And I'm sure your candles are wonderful. We're often our own worst critic!