I found a company who does the exact one with the same recipe! It's https://ashmancandles.com. they have victorian christmas in the "beannie melts" and it's strong and im so happy! My friend mailed me some I'm in heaven having this scent back! Also I know its exact because they told me they got it from SSC but also i still have some of the victorian christmas candle left i randomly found a full one at a good will! yay